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POETRY PAGE1
These are my poems, that come from my heart, mind, body and soul. Some are very dark and disturbing as well, there are some that are very romantic. I hope you enjoy these. Please do not take them without asking. Thankyou and enjoy.
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The Breeze (By Me)
Taken as a slave to my own cries
No one close for miles around
Deep within the forest of my heart
Cold stone floor to sleep upon
Tear stained cheeks
Torn dress
Silent castle
Silent prison
One window
No moon
Stars to gaze upon
Cold darkness
Noises in the night
Bound and unable to break free
Hot sunlight
Sunburned
Imagined voices
Delirium
Once each day the heat is high
That special breeze that comes only then
Tired of being bound
I miss them
I miss him
Needing to break free
To late
To late
Only one way left
The breeze comes
Surrounding my soul
I give up
Breeze goes
I go with it
Candle flame burns out
Breeze is now gone
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My Clown (By Me)
The heat of the night illuminates him as he watches me from my bedroom window
The moonlight pouring in behind
White silk
Gloved hands
Dancing across my window pane
He watches
He waits
My fear comes to me in long dreams
Whispers of untold terror
I awaken
Nothing there
Sleep
I awaken
No sunlight to protect me from what I see
Painted smile
Sugar colored skin
I'm bound by my fear
Tears
Awareness
Traveling in the night
An abandoned circus
Circus music
The feeling of being carried
The house of mirrors
Many of them
Clowns Staring, Watching, Waiting, Needing, Wanting
Looks up
A sound
All are frozen
It is he
All others must leave
Lights go off
I can hear my own heartbeat
That sound
Breathing
Not mine
Lifted into the air
Course breathing on my neck
Strips away my clothes
Shaking Crying
Lays me back down
A hand
Not normal but soft
Touches me
Caresses me
Hurts me
Molests me
Rapes me
Loves me
Just my evil clown and me
In darkness
In silence
In seclusion
Naked and helpless
My evil clown and me
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Phantom (By Me)
When you lay in bed at night
When the house is empty
When all the lights are off
When you cry your tears
When you say that you will sell your soul just to have someone to hold
I watch from the shadows
You are too young and I must wait
Five years later and it is almost time
Now I sit in your window with my black cloak billowing in the breeze watching you sleep
It is time now
I have come for you
Are you ready to go?
For I will bring you the highest of pain you will ever feel
And when you reach the top I will bring you to the heights of ecstasy
And then I will be gone
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Eternity (By Me)
As I sit by the candlelight I dream of what I sometimes feel can never be
I stare at the tiny flame of light that represents who I am and wonder
I'm used to facing things alone
I've always loved you though we have never met face to face
I watch the shadows on the wall as the flame flickers brighter
No breeze
Just the heat and my own personal desires
I watch them unfold before me in the darkness
Treasures untold in the shadows
Silence
I think of you
You are with me in the darkness but yet you are far away
The black rose in all its glory is dying
I don't want to go through this alone
My damaged heart
My sickened soul
What if I told you that all of my wants, needs, desires, and fears had to do with you?
Would you run?
Things blur
I sleep
A sleep full of endless nightmares
Endless stories of love unfinished
Hidden passion
Your eyes
You
Dance with the cold wind that surrounds your heart
I think that I might lose you now
The cold wind starts to feel warm
I am there
In your dreams
You are dancing with me
Twirling in spirals of hot and cold
Feeling you close
Your energy
Our minds
As one
How long will it last
As long as eternity
When the last rose petal falls
When the sun rises for the last time
As long as there are stars in the night sky
My love for you will forever grow until you decide that you don’t want it anymore
Eternity
The Sci Fi Channel
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No Name (By Me)
I'm standing on the moon
I'm standing in the pond
I'm surrounded by red rose petals falling from the sky
But it's so cold that I shiver and shake
It's raining as cold as ice
It crashes against my bare shoulders leaving bruises
It hurts and I cry
I cry alone
Your standing on the sun
Your standing in the lake
You’re surrounded by red rose petals falling from the sky
But it's so hot that you sweat and shake
It's raining as hot as fire
It crashes against your bare shoulders leaving bruises
It hurts
And you cry
You cry alone
I crawl out of the ice
You crawl out of the fire
And on some distant star we find one another
Our eyes meet
Time stops
We walk over to one another
I get closer to you and lightly kiss each tear that falls from your eyes
A sharp wind starts blowing and we hold each other tightly
It's frightening but this time we have each other
Gentle as the softest breeze
Sweeter than the darkest chocolate
As slow as the sun setting,
I hold on to you tightly and press my lips to yours and time stops again once more...
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Darkness(by Me)
There is a place in time and space, which lies a great abyss
The planets are gone as well as the stars
You must have gone so very far
An endless darkness that you cannot escape
Even through much debate
Silent shivers down your spine
The darkness says that you are mine
You see no light and hear no sounds
Your sense of smell is gone and bound
Your sense of touch is gone as well
It's almost like being in a prison cell
Then you notice something strange
Your body is also out of range
You have no body no skin no shell
And your hair and clothes are gone as well
You fall through space in an endless tumble
Hoping sometime to end this stumble
You come across a patch of light
Knowing that you must end the fight
Falling straight into this hole
At the end is fire and coal
Not what you wanted
Now you are taunted
Forever and ever in this well
Of fire and brimstone heaven and hell
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